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| This song reminds me of someone. I'm a bit angry at this particular person. They know who they are. You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God
Your Lord and your Christ
He did this
Took all you had and
Left you this way
Still you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why
It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
He did it all for you
Oh so many many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never---choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why
Not like you killed someone
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ
As if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you..
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| So yea, new year, new start, new beginning. Feeling quite good with myself to be completely honest. Two of my best friends are leaving for the Navy soon, and despite the fact that it makes me a bit sad I have to admit that I feel proud for them as well. I believe I've gone through two jobs since the last time I wrote something on here, but I'm now working at a dental office which is kick ass despite how I complain on how stupid some of the patients are at times....plus I get to wear scrubs. Now tell me, how kick ass is that? My brother also got a job, and I'm happy for him on that. It's only at Dunkin Donuts but it's something and now he'll have some money to spend instead of asking for mom or dad which I know is a pain. So now with him working as well, our goal of getting a better tv is looking better. Now it makes it much easier to save up to help him get it. Other than that I'm loving my love life! Oh my God it's amazing! A three some here ( you usually have to pay a little extra for that Cotton), something else over there, it's wonderful. I wouldn't mind being in a relationship but for the time being this will occupy me. Interesting books I've come across during my time........ The Children of Men, and Sun Tzu's The Art of War. Amazing books, so you should go read them. And if you're looking into comedic books read The Alphabet of Manliness. I'm telling you, you will laugh your silly ass off. So yea, I have plenty of stories of my adventures and other tales but I'm lazy right now and I don't feel like writing any more. | | |
| Sweet Jesus it's been forever since I've done something on here. So what's probably gonna happen is that I'm gonna start with what I did this weekend and forget about everythnig else as I try to recap what's happened from the last time I wrote a blog. Ok then? Ready....set...go! Well, this Sunday i went to go see Fort Minor at the House of Blues. I really enjoyed it cuz the first two acts were absolutely great. In case you don't know, Fort minor is Linkin Park's Mike Shinoda and Styles of Beyond...which makes the rap group known as Fort Minor. Saturday, me and a bunch of friends went to Chinatown as a pre-concert feast. From there I went to the weapons shop they have down there and got myself a Bo Staff. Friday I hung out with Humberto and Lindsay Ceno. School is ok for the most part. i really enjoy the Acting 1 class I have and especally the Education class I'm taking to become a teacher. I'm still single and that still sucks. I quit my job due to the fact that my school schedule conflicts with work and they were not willing to work with me about it. Before I quit, work bascially dominated my life and my socail life as you can imagine was kinda non-existant. The pay was good though. I know find myself struggling with what I want in life with what I'm obligated to do. I see my path but at times it gets blurred and I stray off of it. My wants and needs never seem to be fullfilled. I hate being single with a passion, but it seems that life would have me be this way for some reason or another. This is not stemming from what happened between me and Paty....it was obvious to see that it wasn't ment to last.....I'm just that type of person that needs companionship. Well, I guess I just have to keep on meditating and hope that I get my life back in order. | | |
| Well I know that I haven't wrote on here for quite the while but here's a good one to start with.....there's more to things to fill all you lovely people with, but that's another time.Well, let me begin with the fact that my Friday was awsome as hell! I got to see Lindsay and Don. Great stuff, we went to a coffee house and I must say that Lindsay has some great taste in coffee......it was sooooo good. Then we started talking about almost everything....funny stuff. Then we went to go see Senerenity and when we get to the movies....we run into two other friends Neal and Chrissy. (the night coudln't have gotten any better.) The movie as ok at most and I porbably fell asleep through about 10 mins of it cuz I was just too damn tired. Didn't miss much though. I must say that I felt really, really great to see Linz and Don.....they are the greatest people I've ever known and I love them to death. So Saturday was my Navy Pier day and that went by not as well as I wnated it to go. Too much time wasted on crap that probably didn't take that much time....in other words, time flew by way too fast for no reason. So then I've been to the city before right....but that day seemed to have more homless people or people trying to be homless that I've ever seen in my entire life! And for the fist time ever...I got duped by a lady giving out roses. SHe kept on saying some about charity and she like practically handed me the roses and so I'm thinking "Ok, it's that sweetest day thing...she must be doing some promotion or something of that sort." And I take them and give them to Papesh and Maggie but the lady keeps on telling me about charity, so I figure that 5 bucks will do cuz it's charity. She then tels me that it's 5 bucks for each of them.........WTF. I should have token the damn roses and thrown them at her face but I just didn't care at that point and paid for the damn things. I felt like a complete idiot right then.....it was at that point were I lost all my faith in people. So then we didn't even get to go to that huanted hosue cuz of all that time wasted. SO when we go back to the train, there are about like 5 homeless dudes in less then a block and it pissed me off beyond anything. I hate to sound mean and all but.....GET A FUCKING JOB YOU LAZY ASS BUMS!!!!! UGH! I swear, this one bum had a camera and it looked like he was gonna take a pic of me.....for money of course, but I think he knew that if he took that pic that I would break his only means of money right in his face. Also, people on the red line suck balls. About like two dudes stared at Papesh and at different spots. One dude, who was a creepy white guy, started at her ass and basically right in front of my face too. like as if I didn't see him look right down at her ass. The other dude was a black guy with cornrows....I didn't get to catch him, but he was staring at her clevege. The white guy though I caught and gave him a very nice warning. If you know me, a Laz warning isn't as nice as it seems. I wnet up to the man and I told him "Hey, I saw you looking at my girlfriends ass there buddy." He was freaked as all hell, and I know she'[s not my gf but I couldfn't tell him that she was just my friend cuz then I lose all my intimidation factor. Then he tries to deny it like as if I didn't see him look at her ass and I tell him 'hey, hey, hey! Don't try to deny it bub, ok? Now if I see you looking at her again or if I even think that you're think about her or her ass...I will throw you on that third rail and watch you fry. Are we clear on that?" he nodded and I walked back to the group. Now when I say that I'm protective of those who I care for and love......I mean it. Well, that was my weekend. I hope to have more Fridays like the one I had and less Saturdays like the one I had. | | |
| Wow, I've gotten so many people on the my friends thingy. It's not as much as lets say you know...200+ but quite frankly, I don't wnat that many people on there. So anyways, my last few days of summer have been quite nice so far. I went to a friends party on Saturday and that was awsome. My brother bought a new graphics card for our pc....not that it makes much of a difference to me cuz I barely play games on the pc, but just knowing that our pc was upgraded makes me feel better. It is at this time I truely believe that me and Ryan should make some kinda hard rock cd that includes nursry rhymes and x-mas songs...sounds like fun! LOL. I finally started listening to all my U2 songs on my brother's Ipod(yea, I don't have one yet cuz I actually have to work for mine) and God damn that's a lot of songs! But I like them all so it doesn't really matter. I'm also getting all the No Doubt cds...don't ask why. On another note, I'm finally documenting my life with pics so that I have something to show to others unlike the pics I have now which are like from 2 years ago..the most recent is prom and I got a few pics taken by relatives sooo yeaaaa....you can imagine. Which means soon enough I'll update my pics. Woooooohooooo!!!!!!! I was at my gf's house on Sunday..that was nice cuz I was with her. man, I can't even begin to say how much i love her, but I'm not gonna dive into that too much. Ummmmm, my cooknig skills are getting better and better everyday seeing as my mom works now so I can rekindle the old skills that had been laying around.........unused for so long. Sounds dramatic huh? LOL! Well, I'm gonna leave at that. Iron Chef Laz..over and out | | |
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